Thought Disorder

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Gone for 11 days.

Where'd you go
I miss you so

11:17 PM

So I'm glad that you know you aren't that ________ and people ____ you. (:

11:19 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Photoblog(:

interclass

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way back we were concocting strategies that i can't really seem to follow

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big day without captain around, we were vying for 3rd, but still (:

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i have a strong fetish for elmo.

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seriously.

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uh michelle fooled me into thinking there was a frog on the window pane. see for yourself.

(kudos to audrey)

ps: we'll be back next year. 4g(X

pps: THREE DAYS TO CHINA.

9:57 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

It just ain't worthed looking forward to anymore. ):

10:57 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

K so it's like this and uhh, that, and just simply everything else like, I REALLY AM AT A TOTAL LOSS!):

Fulfilling day.
Watched chyng have her haircut, and realised how sarcasm is manipulated by them (chyng june and biqi, ultimate sarcasm mahhhhn) Yaye chyng has nice hair now, much nicer (: Imma have mine soon. Made it in time to register my ic. The photo sucks, I swear. I didn't know we weren't supposed to smile widely in our ic photos but initially I had thought it was pretty dumb to be giving your best smile in it. It's plain retarded. Well perhaps the photo is obituary kinda, y'know. All the sulking, like hey I'm behind bars I ain't s'posed to smile in photos. Don't try to make me smile 'cause I won't.

Finally bought my shades(: And uh I swear I was extremely exhausted at that point of time when I was waiting for my mum at orchard that I could doze off while walking. I kid you not. Killed time by reading philo at times, foc yaye.

Oh and pe was funnehhhh.
Siva: girls, welcome the champions! gonna thrash you 25 nil.

Oh very true. *rolls eyes* king of sarcasm.

Yaye what do I do about you now.

10:43 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

I kinda miss didum pretty much now. The entertainment, the only accompaniment I possess on lonely bus rides. And it's like, I've to listen to the songs on the computer, but I'd rather have didum. It's just so, perfect. (: (I bet qian agrees like crazy)

Anyway my GPA's still quite okay but not enough to hit an A well but I had expected it to be a depressing B. Yaye! 4th for interclass, we lost by a pathetic one but we're still winners anyhow. Jeering everywhere, toldcha everyone was against us because of a particular figure. Like uh, not like you guys rock alot. In fact y'all are just pure sore losers. (lose already go badmouth people, you win you very happy lah)

3G will be back, but as 4G in 2007. WATCH US. (:

And I can't find any forte or whatsoever in almost everything I do): En route failure.

Left my shirt at the bball court today, together with all the buttons I have, like, um I really do hope they didn't feed it to the bin. But that's beside the point. The point is that, I really lost touch with bball. It's like, I can't find the appropriate and comfortable shooting style I used to have it seems to have disappeared am I supposed to look for it or just leave it there. Oh anyway, cindy= xiao wang, because nat couldn't remember her name for a moment and was like, xiao wang! and we all started laughing, for practically the entire balling time. We dadui-ed (E vs REST) and made xiao wang utterly helpless because there were 4 moving SCARECROWS to scare her, slow-mo. Hahaha. Then we played horse, made xiaowang helpless again 'cause we were totally bent on getting her to treat like we kept altering the rules. She owes us, anyway. (:

God, I'm so carried away by some certain things that uh I'm going totally insane now, just purely thinking causes devastation. Take them away, I beg of you.

9:28 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

H________! Okay I totally swear that you're one. You didn't have to publicise it IT'S STATED RIGHT SMACK ON MY FACE, AND YOURS.

Beat 3a today but lost to 3j eventually, we still qualify for 3rd/4th so it's like, let's kickass (without yc) tmr(: HOPEFULLY.

8:57 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Hahaha so basically the worst nightmares are all materialising.

Wow.

10:12 PM

Late again today, but still earlier than mich! (:

Yaye so we all met at pasir ris interchange, except for mich, and hopped on bus 17 to yc's house. The courts were already occupied, to yc's surprise. (And I was pretty lost in pasir ris all the buildings there look exactly like each other) So. We decided that we wanted a totally free court all to ourselves and uh we walked quite some distance to some cc in the middle of nowhere BUT TO DISCOVER THE COURT WAS UNDER MAINTAINANCE. Wow.

Uhm so we walked back to the first one we went to. Stoned around for quite some time till the guys finally took a rest and cleared the court and we rushed to occupy it. Yaye I think they were pretty annoyed with us, haha. Eventually we had the full court to ourselves. Best. (:

Didn't have much of a detailed (last minute) training. Did defence and tried to attack, like okay fine I totally suck I should just remain at zone and not stir trouble/make things sticky/cause us to lose tomorrow. Tres sad):

I should quit basketball after interclass, cause I totally have zilch potential or whatsoever in it and uh, I really reckon millions of people totally agree with me. Like, you should stop wasting time on it. Cause you suck.

Fruitless anyway.

Haha and there was this part where we had this hilarious play and pause thing. Like, she goes, play and I'll do a slow-mo shooting and she'll deliberately say pause when the ball's already in the air, and I'm in a totally awkward posture. How possible is it for the ball to stay in mid-air, no? So I got qian to hold to ball in mid air when they say pause and it's like ehh, we're lunatics aren't we. Okay I get the point. But it is hard to get the ball up there in the air like I think qian has to stand really still and hold the ball real proper to succeed. Yaye(:

Lunched with chyng at white sands. I call it pasir ris mall though, like hougang mall tampanies mall etc it should be called pasir ris mall instead of white sands cause I can't remember whatchamacallit for a stupid moment today. Okay so she told me a freaking funny thing. It's like, a convo between yihui and her.

yh: where are we playing tomorrow?
c: pasir ris
yh: what's ris.

It got me all laughing. HAHA.

Yaye so we talked about china trip. Happy (: And then went off for tuition feeling ultra sleepy.

Well I think I need a haircut!

9:29 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

I really think haribo gummy totally rocks. They kind of make my day(:

YAYE THERE'S FINALLY INTERCLASS TRAINING TOMORROW. It feels like alas.

Uh where do I start from. These few days have been like a whirlpool of events. The slips are approaching us, bad omen. I did okay for everything except the two sciences (i'll bet a B or C on them). And uh interclass kinda got everyone against us, no valid explaination why. Um I don't reckon it was entirely yc's fault regarding eva's sprained ankle it was like everything was messy and everyone just tripped over one another due to recklessness. The situation looks pretty bleak now but, I think we'll fight till the end? As 3G. Just hopeful. (: And god I swear I'm so lousy now you all could just do better without me. Dayamm. It's not like I could help it. (I don't think this statement 'thr[3]e owna[g]e in interclass' holds truth in it anymore, so I removed it from my nick)

So.

Perhaps it's just an utterly bad ending for this semester. Grades and class. And you. It's a bad year. The worst I've had.

Fret not, off to China on the 31st! (: Away from the stress in the little red dot. Yaye. Bestest thing to look forward to on the final week of school!

Everything is just so scattered.

You don't have to pretend I could immediately see through your facade. Well and you don't have to. I mean, I care but this whole idea just sucks. ):

8:53 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Well I didn't need you to have that told to me to figure this out. Every word of yours holds no ounce of truth, I think you probably realised that pretty long ago.

H________.

I kid you not.

12:49 PM

Guess what? You suck too.

12:41 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

It's like, hey I could just blankly stare at that for hours, without any wavering. Insanity.

I'm feeling frikkin itchy now, totally helpless if I prevent myself from scratching the countless mosquito bites (gawd, thanks alot) and uhm ironically if I do, they start to feel pain. So, I'm like caught between this and that. I'll take the latter(: But does no good. I have scars):

Plah I'm awfully mindless!

Mum promised me dunks and I'm le happy(: And itchy, simultaneously.

Um and blogging doesn't do any good now it just makes me have another huge brain crash. I was supposed to uh, start on freakish geog assignment and mug for physics test (all dued on monday) but it was pretty unproductive. Haha. Impending report book will be a huge scare.

Yaye interclass is uhhhh next week like kazoww I guess we'll...play quite well?(: Only the imba will, I won't. Suppose I'm just the onlooker which is only there to fill the place. Maybe more of a hindrance, in others' eyes. Ookay. No fingers crossed. It isn't up to me anyway.

11:29 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

Yaye will I say when um I discover I'm just insignificance to you. Tres troubled. ):

Anyhow, yaye to the end of level camp(: Like, the toilets were the worst I've seen in my entire life. Four whole enervating days of the wild gone. Tres happy. The activities were pretty fun I think I'll just sum them up in a few vague words due to my lackadaisicalness.

Year 3 level camp. Sixaye. 2 day long tent camping. Low elements. Kayaking. Raft construction. Abseiling. Indiana jones :D Side traverse (mean instructor) Solo nightwalk. Expedition up mount panti was TIRING! Was it sheer fortune that I didn't have my blood sucked by leeches, didn't have beestings, didn't faint, didn't die. And campfire. Uhh I always feel sleepy during campfires. We had ourselves sing jian dan ai (um jay's song?) which was pretty abfab and touching. (i can't seem to remember the lyrics well hahaha) Lastly an ab-comfy night spent in the resort. Thumbs up to aircon, clean environ, comfy beds, hot bath, and most importantly, ma tongs!(:

It all got me really tired. I kind of appreciate the things I possess now, like a really clean goody toilet at home.

And today is the 12th(:
Hahaha but um I know you don't care anyway so there isn't jubilance anywhere.

1:03 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.